it’s been a month on the 2nd and it feels like it’s getting harder to accept. To be honest, it’s complete bullshit. As you know, mom is getting your records to have Kathleen look over them…somehow we feel like this may be apart of your plan. Always taking care of us.

I should take what people say for what it’s worth but i’m getting sooooo tired of hearing:

“be strong” - who said I was weak?

“Remember, she’s in a better place” - oh, no shit…i forgot.

“She’s looking down on you” -____-

Can you guys just send your love and condolences instead of reading off hallmark cards, I dont wanna hear that shit. A lot of people don’t understand, I know theyre just tryin to comfort me when in reality, it just pisses me off.

Im still waiting for you lady!

TVB!